Sleepless nights

I'm awake for 3 nights now, and I'm sick of it! I got so much to do this week, but I can't sleep! And I can't explain why. Or can I... Nah, 2 days ago I was going to bed, when I saw a light on my pillow. When I looked at it, it was gone. And if I looked away, it was there! So, after 10 minutes of thinking what it could be, I got my new Glamour (300 pages), and I hit the light with it (blush), and it was gone. But then it was on the other side of my bed! Grrr.. Nah, I decided to go to sleep, but I couldn't. There was a sort of warm wind in my room, and it was very freaky :/

I told my mom about it yesterday, and she said that it could be my friend who passed away 17 months ago. That was the moment I was thinking that it could be a ghost...

I never believed in ghosts, but this was so scary, that I think I do believe in them now.

Tonight I'm going to Nijmegen, I need to pick up my photo's from photoshoots in September, October, November and December.. I'm so nervous! But I'm excited too.

I decided to get a tattoo. I wanted it for so long, but I was affraid that it would hurt :')

So now, if I got money, I finally will. I want a quote under my breast, but I also want a letter 'M' in my neck, for my mom, my brother, and my friend (the one who passed away). Or I want a rosary on my ankle, or symbolic boxinggloves or brassknuckles somewhere...